It's been a tough year. Scrap that, it's been a freaking tough year. I'm ready to walk out of work tomorrow afternoon and leave it all behind me...and never come back ;-) What do they say - what doesn't break you makes you stronger? Well, I'm not entirely sure on which side of this equation the 2013 working year has left me.
In the next month (my longest holiday since my final year of university mid year vac!) I just want to BREATHE. To erase the awful memories that at this point in time feel forever branded into my brain. To take time to figure out what happens next. To look at what makes me happy and fulfilled and what doesn't any more. To try and forgive and forget - both others and myself. To put it all in perspective and to try and remain grateful for the good things.
All I do know is that I can't repeat the past year - come hell or high water, I refuse to. How that plays out I don't know, but this much I do know, it's not healthy, not positive, not constructive or emotionally viable to go through it all over again.
The "worm" only has one more segment and so that means only 1 more sleep until lazy days, late mornings, the beach, the sea, the sun, lots of books and lots of bubbly! #excitedmuch!
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